Senior?
I want so badly to be somebody. The truth is, I think that this desire to be valuable drives most of my decisions in life. I see myself choosing words and actions, making choices in order to be somebody. I don’t care how I do it, but I want to be known. I want to be recognized as having value of some sort. I want to achieve the highest, look the best, be the funniest, all in the name of … well, Matt. I want you to know me… maybe not even that… Sometimes I just want you to know of me.
Please notice me.
Please congratulate me.
Please make me feel important.
When you ask me, I’ll say I am pursuing purposes beyond my own, striving to be more than just a temporal body which is here for but a blink of an eye, and this is true, it really is. But what do my actions and ulterior motives reveal? Certainly I have much in me to be refined and far yet to travel.
